Protex by iQrams

ohoiii blog, 

I am writing this to iQramss in case she doesnt know. Well i know she reads my blog since she is quite a stalker! yeah she did stalk her ex-husband's facebook and some other social media pages. what a pathetic being she has reduced herself into. 

i believe everyone had experience the ups and downs in life. some of us even had a bad history or memory. you may take those bad history and memory then become either a bitter person or a better person. when dad left me, i was 19. i could easily give up life and blamed god/world for treating me not the way that i wanted. I didnt, i didnt blame anyone in fact i was thankful to God for he had lent me a great dad. 

however in the case of iQrams, she managed to cultivate the bad experience she had with her ex-husband and grew into hatred. she will find faults in people of the same species like her ex-husband. she tried to ruin the friendships i have with the rest of the group members and apparently she failed! she failed miserably that she has to flee shamefully. she once said to me, do not live in a hypocritical life, the fact is, she is the living example of a hypocrite. 

why dont you read this article and take some lesson from it. believe me, i never said being gay is okay but i accept those who are and i judge none of them. while i will be judged in afterlife, how could i judge anyone else? 

to come out of the closet, it should be done voluntarily. You on the other hand, gleefully gathering half baked info and 'gracefully' constructed words of slanders. listen here, you never sincerely apologize to me and never come clean with the rest of the group members. let me throw this to you, what is good to you, performing the 5-time prayers when your words hurt and your deeds no good to your fellow human friends? i am not judging but i am throwing question, do you reckon Allah will accept the prayers from someone who slanders but never repent, who blamed everyone else but not herself??? 

i am a sinner. yes i am openly admitted  that i am a sinner, and who in this world isnt? but the sin i committed in your context is between me and god. i do no harm to my fellow friends. why dont you have a sit and muhasabah yourself, how much damage you have caused. 

Your birthday is coming very soon adding another year of living. you will have your solo travel to find your real self. trust me, you have found the REAL you but refuse to accept. as you asked me once to change, i am here to advise you to repent. 

For every experience in life it may lead you into two routes, you either can be a better person or a bitter one. If  you are not busy minding somebody else's business you may learn a lot from the mistakes you made and the experience God tested on you.

-sinAYIEner-