Aza Aza Phaiting~!!

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three years ago, everything had suddenly fallen into places. made a journey thousands of miles, flew above many strange oceans and weird islands that i never had a chance to view, touched down on a land where i was a foreigner. addressing everyone Sir and Ma'am and managed to seal the insecurities from being explicitly sensed by anyone.

along the way i made few friends but lost many of the so called friends. not that i couldn't care less but that's my life. i easily make friends and to lose them is a lot easier. i have underwent ups and downs in my study. i never complained when i did my undergraduate and my MSc. i whine a little while doing this PhD. it is a big struggle that sometimes it choked me in the past and keep on choking me currentlyand will be choking me tomorrow. i cannot suffocate right now. i have plenty more to learn and i should not have wasted my time whining. 

it has been three years. quitting is not an option, not at all. i have gone this far and i cannot turn back. i made many decisions, some of which were wrong but i have no time to regret. life is certainly moving forward waiting for no men. i need to move forward too, keep on fighting even if i have to drag my legs and crawl. 

now u have learned that PhD is no easy,funny business , nonetheless like the koreans said AZA AZA PHAITING. so said the Koreans~~!

-STAYIEUDY-